Out Of My Head
[Verse 1]
Too much shit, gotta get it outta my mind,
I ain't gotta lie it's getting louder with time,
And they tell me to die when there's times that I've tried,
I don't wanna go there,
My girls like oh dear,
She likes that I'm open but I have been hoping,
My book would be closing,
I guess I was chosen to go there,
Aw fuck, shit,
I'm rambling now,
I'm telling these stories, I'm making them up,
Lie to myself as I'm taking the bluff,
Feelings just don't get considered enough,
Guess I'm the bad guy for bringing it up,
While I'm at this point saying everything sucks,
Guess I tripped on my luck and no one gives a fuck,
But that's ok,
It's alright,
I don't mind to stay at the pond all night,
Don't feel like myself so I guess I'll write,
But I'm still never feeling the same,
Hate that I'm feeling this way,
I'm slipping, I'm falling, I'm tripping and calling,
That bluff that I told myself earlier,
Feel like a burglar,
I don't belong,
I like isolation but this situation just makes me seem much more alone,
I ain't been in my zone,
And I feel like it's gone,
I'm crying, tryna forget that it's blown,
So sad, it's there in my tone,
There's times where I wish I was home but I know that I don't,
I feel like a child like I'm no longer grown.
[Hook]
Outta my head, outta my head,
All of these fucking thoughts outta my head,
Man I wish that I could just be so fucking dead.
[Verse 2]
Thoughts in my head, yes they drive me insane,
Take me to Arkham, examine my brain,
If I ever, I mean if I ever do make it,
Please make a note of the effort I'm taking,
Cause thinking is driving me crazy,
No time spent on what I love lately,
You can blatantly say that you hate me,
At a phase where that can't phase me,
Cause who are you thinking can hate me the most,
The guy faking smiles while he's making the most,
Of shit in his life but he's slipping tonight,
Cause the dreams that he clenched so incredibly tight,
Seem so far out of reach,
They're no longer in sight,
He's focused on getting this music shit right,
But it gets pushed aside by no choice of his own,
Damn,
Now was that made up,
Trick question,
Quit guessing,
Cause you may just have it all wrong,
Whatever faith I got is feeling all gone,
No way that imma make this up,
I really fucking feel like I suck,
Aw shucks,
My skill is all luck,
Nah, fuck that,
Everything was all true, but that,
Death row since birth,
Gotta live with this curse,
Of feelings of feeling inferior,
Looking at myself in the mirrors I broke,
These feelings I wrote in the space of a note,
This vape that I toke,
It blow heavy smoke from my lungs,
Oh no where did I go.
Train of thought.
[Hook]
Outta my head, outta my head,
All of these fucking thoughts outta my head,
Man I wish that I could just be so fucking dead.
